I cheated...

I feel really guilty. I just went to Starbucks and bought a grande soy with whip pumpkin spice latte. After I said that I would wait till Sunday and only get a tall without whip, I did it anyway. I think I have a sickness. If only it was spring time and they didn't have pumpkin spice in...argh!

That, and I think I've eaten, like, 12 pieces of cheese today. If I was pregnant (which I'm not unless I'm carrying Jesus's much younger half-sibling), this would be understandable. However, I'm not (thank GOD!), and I have no excuse for my cravings.

Tomorrow, I must start anew. Now, I haven't consumed over my limit of calories, just it's very frustrating when you're trying to stick to a plan and you don't want to. My willpower sucks this week...

So, for all of those people out there that read this (all two of you), please, PLEASE...I'm begging you now...don't encourage me to cheat! I mean it! I need to stick to the veggie wraps and the teas and water and vitashakes. Just let me get through the next week or two and I think I can get my willpower back. I was doing so well, and then I slipped. I really, really, really mean it. I'm going to be really, really depressed come March when if I'm not suitable for Los Angeles. I might do drastic things...don't let this happen to me!

So, yes, I need support this week. I will hide the cheese, and I won't go near Starbucks. I swear this. If you like the happy Meghan, you will not try to sway me. Now, do your part, and we'll all be happy.

Thank you.